Its been a month already, its been over a month since grandad left us and since i last posted... alot has happend... family, uni, money, life... every moment that passes by seems to be precious to me at the moment. After loosing someone in the family loads have gone through my mind, i wish i had more time spent with him. I feel like taking a break from uni just to stay at home and even just to do nothing be a bum...
But theres still that other side of me that tells myself to complete the last 6 months... i will do this, i wont give up no matter what but i just wish i could just have one week break with nothing to bother or stress about.
i just handed my first module in, i handed it in late because the deadline was the day after my grandads funeral and i just cuouldnt make it on time. But luckily my university allowed me to do so.
Anyway im on my next module now and its linked with my FMP, the concept and the development of my final collection... im struggeling i cant think of a good concept or idea, i have spent 2 weeks and still nothing seems to be interesting. ughhh >.<
Yesterday i attended my best friends graduation Poling Wan I'm so proud of her, she finally made it, so so happy :) met her whole family for the first time and they are just cute ;p
mwah rachael x
